A Letter to John

Hi how are you there?

Well for me it feels weird being back at home now. Somehow I know that my life will never be the same.

When I looked at the pictures I took in Japan, I feel empty. It’s as if it wasn't me who took all the pictures. It felt so far away... you understand what I mean?

I know I’ve changed. It’s like I feel so full yet empty at the same time. Is it even possible?

I think people might think I have changed into a more calm person, but the truth is I just don't feel like the whole me is here right now.

It’s not that I’m not happy to be back at home, see my parents and everything, it's just doesn't feel, well I don't know how to explain it...

Heidy